"november"

November, my birth month is about to end and i haven't posted anything here yet hahaha..

Well anyway i do not think this will be of any interest to anyone but i will ramble anyway...what's with the title of the blog...well, i was born on the first day of NOVEMBER making it my all time favorite word....

My life as it is now is blissful. Simple as i am, i am happy with what i have now. What matters is that my kids up there, Francis and Roel are healthy and happy and cared for. Needless to say, they are my everything. To God i want to give glory all the days of my life. My greatest dream has not changed all through the years, it remains to be "to someday reach heaven"...

I love you all, the only things i hate are bad intentions, selfishness, rudeness and dishonesty...i can never hate a person...always just the negative attitudes, never the person...i can forgive seventy times seven and i mean it...

from the bottom of my sincere heart, i thank you for reading once again, you are a rainbow in my life....God bless your good heart.

sunset- October 10,2010

This was the sunset yesterday as viewed from the hospital lobby where i work. It seemed just an ordinary Sunday until i proclaimed a human being gone to the after life again. I am lost for words now because my brain is tired. I have one important thing to say though...."each second counts, swallow pride, embrace humility and love until all the love in the world is shared to all"....i keep telling that to myself for indeed some things are easier said than done...we are here for a purpose, all of us... that i believe...the challenge is set each sunset...as we close our eyes to rest it is in God's Almighty hands to wake us up in the morning or turn us into pure memory...we might as well make beautiful memories....of sunsets and sunrises....

memories

There is something about the drastic changing of emotions that enchants this foolish heart. This heart misses the good old days of being innocent. You know, that stage where you spend hours and hours day dreaming...looking up the sky, dreaming of a prince charming...wondering how he would look like...will he be as stunning as what you see in fairy tales, as gentleman as gorgeous as brave and mighty and sweet...aaahhhh the days of "he loves me he loves me not"...star gazing, horoscope analysis, ha ha ha ha ha ha ha, the age of immaturity...but know what, some things never change through the years...like a tree that stands sturdy through the storms...true love and friendship exists beyond forever...if you doubt it, you will never feel it... ha ha ha ha ha, i am captivated by the spell of "biking" memories.....travel with me down memory lane, back to the times when your heart first said " i love thee"...........and be young again..............:-)

green

on my way to work one morning i was greeted by these lovely green things at the foot of the bridge...so i quickly dug for my cam inside my bag and took a shot...

the rice planting season has officially began...the farm now looks as green as green could be and i am looking forward to the scent of hay that makes almost everyone at home gay,

soul mate

the world is huge

or is it?

i think not to souls connected by

an invisible cord

we stay together

amidst the distance

and even if we utter not a word

have never hugged, embraced or kissed in person

we are united

and co-exist...

like this two yellow pretty winged creatures i found

resting on a wall...

we all do find comfort in our

silent embrace...

sunrise

we slept for the first time at the farm last Sunday

and woke up to a sunrise like no other...

for we planned to live here with dad

who now lives inside our hearts!

one courteous Juan

work work work

i would just like to thank our

dear hospital chief nurse for
allowing me to use her office
for my paper works...it is
such a bliss to be welcome
in her cool room each morning
after my rounds...
precious souls have lost their
lives in this place which
used to be an isolation room...
May God bless their souls and
may they rest in eternal peace...Amen.

..have to go off to

dreamland now...will be on

a 24 hour duty
again tomorrow...

looking forward to using dear
ma'am Del's office for the
nth time on Wednesday
morning he he he...

"Work, isn't work,

if you work with a heart...."

so that means,
"work, work, work,
is read as love, love, love"